Deemed marginal by Canadian authorities? REDEEMED THROUGH CHRIST!

Okay, today I feel the need to repent from yelling at my t.v. last night. Someone on the tube mentioned bill c-10, an artist no doubt who feels that the government is censoring artistic freedom! I said a very nasty name to this person, only out of frustration and out of character. I am a victim of organized rape, video taped & turned into a film production of what I call fraudulent pornography! So I feel these production companies should be deemed a criminal organization and charged. However, It is up to the authorities to 'find the evidence' against them! The last federal government legislated the degrees allowed in making obscene films, this should be re-amended! Do people who feel that bill c-10 goes against artistic freedom, know about organized rape of Canadians? I blogged before that there is a film production co. in Vancouver,BC., whose share holders are members of hell's angels, along with a high profile teamster! This is public knowledge. In California, there once was and could still be in business a production co. that produces obscene porn, that includes rape and murder! The Hollywood movie 'Monster' about a female serial killer, had an anal rape scene? The producer was interviewed about this because the woman the movie was about, stated that she was never raped! Why add this into a movie? My guess is that the producer bought a piece of video footage, piece work!?! So bill c-10 is a sensitive one for me, as my pleas to the feds for public safety go unheard!I left British Columbia March'07, because the authorities were not taking me out of harms way, RE:Dec.23/'04-Jan.27/'07. Why police feel they have the right to take sleeping women and others, out of their beds at night, give false identities to, drug and torture them through inhumane activities, is way beyond my comprehension.... Now one year in Ottawa and ignored by all, I am still hopeful. Seeking truth and justice for 14 long suffering years and still standing, I couldn't have gone through this forced insanity without the strength of God's Holy Spirit! While in Ottawa I have reintegrated myself (slowly)into society. I still feel that I have been discredited here, but I'm plugging through it. I have been more sociable here then I have been for over a decade! I have discovered the internet, out west I was always under someones surveillance. The dirty cops would stand over my shoulder when I went to the library to read. I had so much anxiety that the desire to become computer friendly was of no interest, knowing I had no privacy. So the art of blogging, e-mailing/communicating/creating on line is an exciting new world. After participating in a community project, and recieving several compliments, I have discovered a new found interest in photojournalism. I have truly been isolated, now if only I could find me a mentor! I am starting to have fun with this rediscovery of myself. I've written 5 solid pop,gospel-rock songs over the past year. I'm really happy that the gift of music hasn't left me. Plus,I wrote my first blues tune in Ottawa called 'Feel the Rhythm, Sing the Blues'. Having a love for talk radio, Ontario is happening, and with a Bibical perspective! In BC,I stayed indoors largely because when people saw me walking down the street, they would cross to the other side. The look on peoples faces would be of shock and horror? Over the past 6 months I have lost 15 lbs., this is the most healthy I've been in a long time. I'm loving marching through the snow!