Why Should Death Be The Answer

I should be more understanding why NO ONE cares what is still happening to me. I'm ugly and unlovable, so you keep inciting. It's not that I don't want to work and contribute to society, it's that 'they' won't let me be apart of society. My physical injuries came from rape and torture. When one has had, falsely administered drugs in them, one doesn't use their muscles. IE: damage to the muscle-skeletal system! I gathering you are being intimated by the police and would just rather look the other way. It's hard for me to let go. I may have had a rocky childhood, but I raised myself to be of a moral mind. Not that it's gotten me anywhere, it sure doesn't count for anything in this country. For the first time in your life, pray for me.