DEVINE LOVE......................................BETTER Then The Next Best Thing.....

I've gone back to my old ways. Thats right and I think some of you, who study Gods word, won't be surprised! I have done nothing but soul searching,(with the exception of seeking justice) for most of my adult life. Having been forced into isolation/alienation and the constant thoughts about what people think about me and my bastardized reputation, especially when I profess that I am of God. All has been reassured in my mind. I have always been on track with my spiritual existence. Since I have had many Bible study teachers and attended many services of those I believe are called by God. I knew, that I know the word, when I hear it! Yes, I am very independent with no home church to speak of, but I believe so, therefore I am! I have had a few intimate moments when in prayer & study, where I have heard from God. About four or five times over my life time. I look forward to writing and discussing these precious callings in the future. My biggest fight so far has been injustice. I knew when 'the' authorities investigating learned of my spiritual calling, if they had not been of God, I would have a bigger struggle to rescue myself from organized crime! I have had many moments of dispair and I'm presently suffering from debilitating anxiety. However, after making the decision to get back into meditation in Christianity, I am more then ever confident that the good in me will prevail! And that the good people who have been there to see justice, shall enjoy what they reap! I am looking so forward to being exonerated!!! I WANT TO GIVE LOVE, LOVE, LOVE...